What goes around comes around... You're about to get yours.
06 August 2004
Ah man. Today I was meant to go to town with my mom to book the holiday to New York. Just as i'd expected somehow the plans were dashed when I came on this morning. Fucking hell. Always appears when you least want it to. Damn fucking cycle.
I was all set to go to town, I put my make up on did my hair and got in the car, then my mom was saying "Y'know I think I should really ask some of my friends like Pat and Sheila what they'd suggest we consider when we book the holiday before we actually book it". I agreed to this and thought we should get some opinionson the best hotels and sights to see before we rush into it. Then my lower half of my body just went tense in pain and I felt I would most probably faint if I went to town. Nurofen didn't even work to ease the pain. So I got out the car and went to bed. My mom went to town alone though, minus the plan to book the holiday today.
Ah well. As long as it gets booked eventually. We hope to go on September 20th, which is 3 days after my 18th birthday which totally rules so I can still go out for my birthday. Wahoo!
Anywho. So i was in agony for an hour until I finally dropped off to sleep with a scolding hot hot-water bottle. I could've passed out whilstwaiting for the kettle to boil for the hot-water bottle. Such chaos for natural bodily functions. Uuuuurgh! Bastard.
I can't believe how hot it was yesterday. I went to the orthodentist and Ellie walked up with me and waited while I was in there. I had to have the manky molds on my teeth because I hope to have further treatment if possible. I might have to be brace-face for a while but who gives a shit?!
Me and Ellie then went to the Rose & Crown opposite the dentist and played pool (I lost; no surprise there. Ellie is actually really good. She trashes grown men at pool damnit). We had a drink and then went to the shop down the road. Then we went to Ellie's house where her dog, Josh, was all ill and frustrated. I held her puddy-tat, Ceefa (sp?) [as in C for cat]. Smart.
I had to get home before my mom finished work to do the chores she usually leaves.
Of the night time Ellie wanted me to go to the R&C again, this time with her, Suchy, and some other blokes she and my brother are mates with. In the end I decided not to go because I find it weird to hang with my brother's mates. IDK why, just is.
I watched the BB secret eviction. Evilness. Stuart's gone though, FINALLY! Nadia still to win. I love the Portu-geezer!
Not only due to being all ill today did my day get ruined, but Katie had a hand in it too. Uuuurgh, she fucking annoys me lately.
Firstly, she texts me with some dodgy message. Then she texts me again saying it was a mistake; she meant to send it to Alex at her work. then at the end of the message she rudely says "but anyway, how are u? what u been up to?". Thanks for the nice last minute thought there...
I was such a fucking dumbass. After everything I've been saying, that if she texts me I'll ignore her.. did i ignore her? Did I fuck. *smacks head off keyboard* I'm a dickhead, I swear.
...So I send a text back saying "I'm good, haven't been up to much but I went to Chicago and Time last week. What u been up to?" [like I care]. She says she's been hanging out with her friends from work 'the saturday girls' and they were at hers on Tuesday and they're all going to Stratford on Saturday.
OMG... She never wants to go out with me clubbing so why with other people? Cow. She seriuosly takes the piss now. First she brushes me and Emma off for time with Jimmy, then she uses Emma when Jimmy's unavailable, now she prefers to replace us and not make contact unless it's by accident. Charming. Nice to know who your real mates are.
She then starts trying to inform me of what she thinks I don't know, like Emma passing her driving test and that she's in Weymouth this week... I've been informed, thanks all the same.
Sheeesh! Maybe it's PMS taking over my emotions and enhancing them ten-fold, but I seriously feel used and neglected. Fair enough i could make contact with her too, but the fact is, I don't wanna impose on her when she blatantly wants to be with her boyfriend over her friends.
No doubt her and Jimmy wont last as long as friendship will. And her new friends don't know her like we do. Screw her. I'm starting over with the whole 'iggy'. What goes around comes around.
It's about to come around.
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