I can make it through the rain. I can stand up once again; on my own, and I know that I'm strong enough to mend.
26 July 2004
Dunno if anyone has noticed but I made a Fan Listing page of all my favoutrite things. So far I have only gotten through the actors and actresses categories, but no doubt it will be all done before long.
Other than being a nerd online I've spent some time with my brother and Ellie. It's fun hanging out with them rather than people my own age, they're so much more interesting.
Ellie says I should go out with her and her friends to Chicago sometime. They don't go to Time anymore cos it's shit. Chicago Rock seems pretty cool anyways, but I think it's full of older people in their 20s rather than teenagers. Ah well. Anything's better than Katie and the rest of the dullards.
I know I'm being selfish in that I'm practically abandoning my friends, but the more I think about it, the more I realise that they really abandoned me a long time ago. They're in NO WAY real friends, mainly because they don't give a shit how anyone else feels if it's not gonna fit in with their ideals. Katie's a sheep for following them and not sticking up for herself. I've tried countless times to tell her to be more confident, but as I know it takes more than words to improve those characteristics.
If she wants to be a clone and follow them and reiterate their words as if they're her own, then fine. She can. I'm not gonna be that anymore. I'm not down for copying other peoples' shit. I'll do my own shit, with my NEW people. See how they like being ignored.
Alexia
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